Day 11 of #30DaysWriting | I Need This

 

I need to stop!

 

For some reason I want to stop everything that happens now

For some purpose I want to stop everything that I feel now

Sometimes I don't need some reason to stop

Sometimes I don't need some purpose to stop

Just close my eyes and pretend I don't exist

Just hold my breath and pretend I don't alive

In being nothing I can feel something

In being disappeared I can feel something deeper

Tired of being running in never-ending

Bored of being watching in the same scene

I can’t hide on anyone or anything

I can’t run on something or someone

I just need to stop

Disappear, gone for awhile

And in time I will come back

Come to the place that I should be

Come to face it all again

And I will come back to you

Like always